All
feeling in me of
remorse
had long gone
sour. What
reason then
to chew this
dandelion-stalk,
to suck, like
soured milk, the
coarse
bile of a natural
bitterness?
Through
country-paths of
loneliness
I walked like
those demented men
who walk because
they have to walk
till exhaustion
saps the will.
At
last, exhausted
and resigned,
I slumped down on
some meadow-hill,
some low green
hump whose hands
of hay
waved to a
beauty-brimming
view
where nothing less
than lovely lay;
where, with my
self-awareness
blind,
I still could
nothing lovely
find.
Then,
in the distance,
suddenly
a train ran past.
It's smoky-blue
knitting needle
purged my mind
and knit the
world.
Because, to be
the thing it was,
it needed me.
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